6 days till the wedding

I am WAY behind in blogging again. So much has been going on around here, and I am hoping to catch up this week. WHY THIS WEEK?? Maybe it will help me to ignore the fact that Leah with all her drama is leaving. She has made me so upset lately. A dear friend said to me, "This is life's way of making it not so hard to let her go." Lonnie said, "Honey, no matter how much she makes you mad now, I am fully prepared for how you are going to be after she is gone. It is going to be very hard on you." My dear husband knows me so well. Sometimes he knows me better than I know myself. Other parts of me, God bless him, he just doesn't get. I'm hoping on this one though, that he is wrong. Some moms have no problem sending their kids on the bus the first day, sending them back to school after summer is over, sending them to camp, watching them graduate, blah, blah, blah. Not me! Major waterworks baby! If my history is any indicator of my future I will be a MESS after this. There will be a breath of relief that the drama is over (sorry Leah), but a missing piece all the same. So..........June 30, 2 days after the wedding............she leaves in the wee hours of the morning for Florida, I'm calling on my girlfriends to bring the double chocolate Dunkin Donuts & milk so I can cry in my cup. And poor Josh, he's been so sad about his sister leaving. Make sure you bring a double chocolate donut for him too! He'll be crying in his cup too. Who's coming over?